so my internet sucks and I typed this post but it did not save.. ew
so now to shorten it up … talked to my grandpa.. he gave me good advice. Then found out donny is leaving cause he got accepted to University of Nevada Las Vegas!! sad because he is really leaving me but I know it is best for him and he will do well over there.
Just got off the phone with my boo. I had to explain to him in english was difrence means. Reason being is that he is japanese and our relationship is difrent from my last relationship. Me and the last guy did every thing together. If you heard I was going to a party or what ever, he was not far behind. Its just somthing I have to get used to.
My current boo has two jobs and goes to school and still wants time with his friends so time with me is short unless i am at the bar trying to tech him new drinks. Not to mention he sleeps a lot. I am not giving up though. .. sorry to bore you it was just on my mind
Gosh. Every time I think about it I can’t believe I wont see him anymore. I am not usualy this emotional over death but what hit me hard is the fact that his life was taken from him and that he suffered eats me up. …
I will be honest and say I did not know him well to know his favorite color or if he liked chocolate or vanilla ice cream, but I did chit chat with him more than a few times. Laughed while I slacked of at work ect. I knew his family, chatted with them ect. Went to a party and we hung out for a bit. He was not a stranger that just passed away, he was Eddie. I made fun of him for looking old the last time we talked. He had so much facial hair it was too cute. When he shaved he would look 10yrs younger …the wonders of shaving. I gave him this really strong hug and he would always ask something like “do you work out” ha. All the times I have encountered Eddie were good memories and that makes me happy but also extremely sad to think someone could do that to such a wonderful guy/boy/almost a man/17 urg it just crushes me.
Please Eddie Know that you will never be forgotten. All 100+ people that came to say good bye will keep you in our hearts.