There are many people in the world and a few I love unconditionally. I am a person of many faces broken up by spaces with rainbow colored vision I can see. But those who I love came from stars above and reminded I that its together, us, we. So I must remember to join my faces because they fill in my empty spaces and hold together the pieces of me.
I feel like you become mad at me because I hang out with someone you don’t want to be around. But if i sat around waiting for u to notice me I would die of loneliness. Every time i wished to see you on a day we both were free you showed up at times after the sun was set long before. And I am disappointed that once again you kept a friend away from me. Sad I never got to really know him. well thank you. you may say “shay is always busy” but it is you who never fit me in.
It is awful because it shelters people. They forget how the real world is and think that this is the worst place. Yes it is the worst place… for people who wish the world would fall before them. We don’t live in a video game where life stars us as the main hero who gets the cute man/woman in the end. If you want peace and are looking for a slow life then this is a place for you. but don’t complain if its not fast enough, or you can find love easy, or there are only lazy people here. what i have learned is if you put your mind to something you can do it. if you are board go do something. get off your sorry ass and work to be the star of the show if that’s what you want. change happens inevitably but if you sit still the change will happen later than sooner. If you want a fast life go to the city where people hustle, push you, rush you. Just promise you all will be happy with the future you wished for.