Gosh. Every time I think about it I can’t believe I wont see him anymore. I am not usualy this emotional over death but what hit me hard is the fact that his life was taken from him and that he suffered eats me up. …
I will be honest and say I did not know him well to know his favorite color or if he liked chocolate or vanilla ice cream, but I did chit chat with him more than a few times. Laughed while I slacked of at work ect. I knew his family, chatted with them ect. Went to a party and we hung out for a bit. He was not a stranger that just passed away, he was Eddie. I made fun of him for looking old the last time we talked. He had so much facial hair it was too cute. When he shaved he would look 10yrs younger …the wonders of shaving. I gave him this really strong hug and he would always ask something like “do you work out” ha. All the times I have encountered Eddie were good memories and that makes me happy but also extremely sad to think someone could do that to such a wonderful guy/boy/almost a man/17 urg it just crushes me.
Please Eddie Know that you will never be forgotten. All 100+ people that came to say good bye will keep you in our hearts.
WE love you hun. Eddie Allshouse